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This Is What You Wanted

by Cloudi

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1.
Cruel World 02:29
Welcome to the cruel world Welcome to the hard truth You can't erase it You can't escape it Welcome to the funhouse Welcome to Hell, now Where do I begin? Let's start from the point You're so narcissistic You're face makes me sick I don't know Who gave you the right To be so rude and demanding Wish you understand it How much your words hurt Welcome to the cruel world Welcome to the hard truth You can't erase it You can't escape it Welcome to the funhouse Welcome to Hell, now Where do I begin? Let's start from the point Wish you knew how awful And delusional You truly are You leave people scarred You never even Give a half-assed apology So now you'll get your karma Welcome to the cruel world Welcome to the hard truth You can't erase it You can't escape it Welcome to the funhouse Welcome to Hell, now Where do I begin? Let's start from the point You're so unreliable Don't know why you have any friends at all You leave us behind And then you Never apologize Welcome to the cruel world Welcome to the hard truth You can't erase it You can't escape it Welcome to the funhouse Welcome to Hell, now Where do I begin?
2.
Time Machine 02:40
Standing here Confused as always I don't know How I got here Think of things As a game Even when they're not Supposed to be Wishing I could pull it back in But it's too far out now Change my choices now Turning back the time In the time machine Everything will be alright In the time machine Watch my life flash before my eyes Say my prayers and hope for the best Laying my head down to rest In the time machine I pray everything will be alright I pray everything will be just fine Hope for the best tonight Some days I feel like I make bad decisions Some days I wonder what it means to be human Some days I I sit alone Some days I Regret the things I've done Wishing I could pull it back in But it's too far out now Change my choices now Turning back the time In the time machine Everything will be alright In the time machine Watch my life flash before my eyes Say my prayers and hope for the best Laying my head down to rest In the time machine I pray everything will be alright I pray everything will be just fine Hope for the best tonight In the time machine Everything will be alright In the time machine Watch my life flash before my eyes Say my prayers and hope for the best Laying my head down to rest In the time machine I pray everything will be alright I pray everything will be just fine Hope for the best tonight
3.
Crowded Room 03:18
I'm anxious And restless Watching the time go by Standing in a crowded room Full of people that I don't like For the first time I truly didn't feel alive Felt dead in the spot I was standing Invisible to everyone around me I feel dead inside But I'm still breathing out Standing in the middle of a crowded room Anywhere but here is where I want to go F*cked up by the hours that tick by Getting so many sleepless nights Don't know what to do about it Thinking about what was And now what is It's constantly f*cking with my head I feel dead inside But I'm still breathing out Standing in the middle of a crowded room Anywhere but here is where I want to go For the first time I truly didn't feel alive Felt dead in the spot I was standing Invisible to everyone around me F*cked up by the hours that tick by Getting so many sleepless nights Don't know what to do about it I feel dead inside But I'm still breathing out Standing in the middle of a crowded room Anywhere but here is where I want to go
4.
Watching Everything happen all at once Sh*t hits the fan Everything crashing down Nothing you can do to stop it all From happening I'm sorry That I'm not sorry at all This is what you wanted Now you wish it never started Don't you? Don't you? Wish that I could understand it Yeah I wish that I could comprehend it Everything that goes on in your head But then I realize that you're Not worth my time You're living rent free in my mind You're living rent free in my mind I wish you would just leave me alone Instead of Pretending to Be interested in what's happening With me You pretend to Be friendly But you're just gonna stab me in the back again Again Again This is what you wanted Now you wish it never started Don't you? Don't you? Wish that I could understand it Yeah I wish that I could comprehend it Everything that goes on in your head But then I realize that you're Not worth my time You're living rent free in my mind Wish that I could understand it Yeah I wish that I could comprehend it Everything that goes on in your head But then I realize that you're Not worth my time You're living rent free in my mind
5.
Sorry 03:27
I'm sorry that I couldn't care less I'm sorry that I don't tell you Every little detail about my life I'm sorry that you don't understand me What exactly is confusing you about me? I'm who I am And I'm who I want to be I'm tired I'm so damn tired Of the things that you do Just leave me alone Neither of us want this again Just go about your business And I'll go about mine We can move on I'm sorry that I don't live up to your expectations Sorry that I don't listen to you I'm sorry that I never needed you It's just the truth I'm tired So goddamn tired of the things that you say And then you walk away No explanation You run away from your problems Never coming back to fix them Or fix this mess That you've created That you've created I'm so sorry that I didn't act the way you wanted me to I'm my own person Not owned by anyone like you Sorry that I don't care about you anymore Sorry that you have such strong opinions That don't matter to me anymore We never Made amends Because you never apologized For what you did And everyone you hurt Is still here waiting for closure You still refuse to admit to wrongdoing Don't you? You think you're right in every situation You sleep so soundly knowing you act like A pathetic human being Who has no life I'm sorry to offend you Just kidding I don't care if I do
6.
Changes 02:08
Everything is changing Nothing is staying I wish that I could stop it all sometimes I guess I really don't have a choice I gotta sit all of this sh*t through I'm never gonna wait up on you I wish everything It could just turn off With the click of a button I wish everything Would go silent For a day or two Everything is so goddamn loud now Everything is so goddamn different Wish that I could fix it all But I guess this world is gonna Have flaws anyway Why is everything so loud I wish that I could turn it all off I'm just laying here Falling apart now
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The debut EP from Cloudi.

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released December 22, 2021

Written, mixed, and produced by Cloudi.

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