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Mind Games Deluxe

by Cloudi

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1.
Out of My Head 01:06
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I’m tired of hearing the same Scripted apology Out of your mouth every time You mess up It’s nothing new You manipulate people into Forgiving you And then you pull the same things over again Please get out of my head You’re not even paying rent I just wanna be able to think again Please get out of my head I’m losing my patience with you
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Star-Crossed 03:08
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The Inferno 02:58
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Taking back the power Nothing you can do to stop me now I was fine with you out of my life But you just came crawling back After all of this time of self destruction It’s time to rebuild Breaking myself down is what I know how to do well Taking back the power Nothing you can do to stop me now Took a turn for the worst when you Screwed me over You wish you could take back all the shit we had This is my inferno This is my comeback Welcome to the window inside my brain Welcome to the fire Welcome to the fire Welcome to the fire Welcome to the fire Welcome to the fire This is my inferno Welcome to the fire Welcome to the fire Welcome to the fire Welcome to the fire This is my inferno So many nights contemplating what the fuck I’m gonna do next So many days stuck in the same damn place Nothing that I could control Took a turn for the worst when you Screwed me over You wish you could take back all the shit we had This is my inferno This is my comeback Welcome to the window inside my brain Welcome to the fire Welcome to the fire Welcome to the fire Welcome to the fire Welcome to the fire This is my inferno Welcome to the fire Welcome to the fire Welcome to the fire Welcome to the fire This is my inferno
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Get Some Help 02:44
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You act like the only living thing In the entire universe They say keep your friends close And your enemies closer Well obviously that Was a big mistake Not everything Revolves around You as it may Seem in your delusional mind You don’t seem to realize It’s like you’re lost in space So far from a landing point It’s just like you’re drifting off further away There’s no one to save you now Get some help Slow things down Everything is gonna be fine You don’t have to Be a dick and then try to Justify it Get some help And slow things down You act like you can say the shittiest things and still get away with them Your mouth’s gonna get you in trouble one day Seriously dude Who told you this was okay? It’s like you’re lost in space So far from a landing point It’s just like you’re drifting off further away There’s no one to save you now Get some help Slow things down Everything is gonna be fine You don’t have to Be a dick and then try to Justify it Get some help And slow things down It’s like you’re lost in space So far from a landing point It’s just like you’re drifting off further away There’s no one to save you now
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You'll Never See Me Again 03:23
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Fighting with My Demons 03:04
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10:36 Waiting for the melatonin to kick in My life’s kinda fucked right now I just had another breakdown 10:39 Started writing for the seven billionth time Just trying let all of this shit out Instead of bottling it up 10:42 Just laying still Trying to fall asleep God I wish it was that easy Yeah I wish it was that easy I’m constantly running through Fucked up scenarios Almost Every single second Of every single day I’m fighting with my demons I wish that I could stop them all Yeah I wish that I could stop them all I wish that I could stop all the chaos Running through my brain Constantly I need a break before I break So tired of trying so hard I’m constantly running through Fucked up scenarios Almost Every single second Of every single day I’m fighting with my demons I wish that I could stop them all Yeah I wish that I could stop them all I need a break before I break So tired of trying so hard I’m constantly running through Fucked up scenarios Almost Every single second Of every single day I’m fighting with my demons I wish that I could stop them all Yeah I wish that I could stop them all
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Wildcard 02:43
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I always think of the worst Possible circumstances They tell me to look on the bright side But I don’t know how to get out of this Anxiety eating me alive I hope the medication works Instead of making me go From bad to worse scenarios I’m tired of being paranoid That everything’s gonna go to hell I wish that I could just Leave that mindset in the past I don’t know how to just Turn it the hell off I just want To live my life My brain is like a wildcard So damn unpredictable I wish I knew what Was coming next These feelings are stupid I wish I could turn it off for just five minutes But I’m stuck in this endless cycle I’m tired of being paranoid That everything’s gonna go to hell I wish that I could just Leave that mindset in the past I don’t know how to just Turn it the hell off I just want To live my life My brain is like a wildcard So damn unpredictable I wish I knew what Was coming next I’m tired of being paranoid That everything’s gonna go to hell I wish that I could just Leave that mindset in the past I don’t know how to just Turn it the hell off I just want To live my life
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Architect 02:45
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Mind Games 03:21
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Constantly fixating I just wanna fix this disaster All of the ruins All the glass shattered I just wanna rebuild You say it doesn’t matter It’s not your life that’s been burnt down You don’t get a say You don’t get to stay So get the heck out I’m tired of toxic people Always getting their way I’m just gonna start Cutting you losers off No more late nights spent Trying to figure what I did wrong Who’s ghosting me now And what the hell I did To get to this point I’m done with your mind games And manipulation I’ve grown up And you should too You’re old news You’re done getting reactions out of me I’m just gonna stand here and let you be I’m tired of toxic people Always getting their way I’m just gonna start Cutting you losers off No more late nights spent Trying to figure what I did wrong Who’s ghosting me now And what the hell I did To get to this point I’m done falling for your mind games I’m tired of you getting your way Welcome to the real world I’m done giving you my reactions I’m tired of you trying to get into my head Time after time again You need to learn to just stop I’m tired of toxic people Always getting their way I’m just gonna start Cutting you losers off No more late nights spent Trying to figure what I did wrong Who’s ghosting me now And what the hell I did To get to this point
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Casino 02:37
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Monster 03:37
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Carousel 02:34
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Loner 02:11
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I think I relied on people too many times (Too many times) The story always ends in disappointment (Disappointment) The saying goes if you want it done right Then do it yourself (Do it yourself) I'm tired of people fucking up And their fake apologies I'm done dealing With all the people that let me down Over and over again I guess I'm a loner And I prefer it that way Enough waiting on Everyone To prove me right again I'm a loner I'm a loner I'm a loner I'm a loner I'm a loner I'm a loner I'm a loner I'm a loner Tired of everything in this life Being half-assed I just wanna get things done right Before I move onto my next life I'm tired of people fucking up And their fake apologies I'm done dealing With all the people that let me down Over and over again I guess I'm a loner And I prefer it that way Enough waiting on Everyone To prove me right again I'm a loner I'm a loner I'm a loner I'm a loner I'm a loner I'm a loner I'm a loner I'm a loner Enough waiting on Everyone To prove me right again
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What's Your Problem? 02:47
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I think I got my hopes a little too high (Too high) I trusted you with everything How naive I must’ve been You just threw me away I would think that after all this time The least I’d get is an apology But I guess I was sadly mistaken And I I never could figure out what the hell I’d done to you And I I wish I knew exactly what I did To make things go wrong But now I’m realizing It’s not me it’s you You played me like a pawn in your stupid game Guess I never meant anything To you You just used me and threw me out when you got bored What was that for? What’s your problem? What’s your problem? You make everything seem like it’s all my fault Every time you get pissed off When things don’t go your way I’m kind of sick of it And you need to learn to grow up And deal with your shit What’s your problem? I can’t seem to solve them And I I never could figure out what the hell I’d done to you And I I wish I knew exactly what I did To make things go wrong But now I’m realizing It’s not me it’s you You played me like a pawn in your stupid game Guess I never meant anything To you You just used me and threw me out when you got bored What was that for? What’s your problem? What’s your problem? What’s your problem? I can’t seem to solve them
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Bad for Me 02:30
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Optimist 02:12
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Life is changing now And I can’t tell if it’s for Better or worse It’s like a rollercoaster Spinning around in circles Some shit’s a trainwreck Some shit’s a blessing I have mixed opinions Don’t really have any other choice other than To move along Off the rails Driving me crazy Some days Perfect in every single way Other days Life is full of ups and downs But better days are ahead Always been a pessimist Never much of an optimist Just trying to think of the good memories Instead of taking steps back Into the past where I gave myself hell Through the foggy windows And imperfections I’ve tried to let go of my inhibitions Insecurities Throw them all away Off the rails Driving me crazy Some days Perfect in every single way Other days Life is full of ups and downs But better days are ahead Just gotta be an optimist Cool, I think we’re done
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Goodbye 02:48
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I think it’s time that I said My final goodbye to you You put me through hell You put me down And I just stuck by your side Because I knew you were going through some things I can’t deal with the toxic Deal with the bull that you handed me Your life’s falling apart now Maybe because you Do so much wrong Well there’s a solution It’s called being a decent human This is my goodbye to you Goodbye farewell so long I hope your life turns out right Goodbye farewell so long I hope that you find yourself We had some good times Mixed in with the bad But you made your choices You backstabbed me And then went crying wolf Painted me as the villain in your story I guess that fairytale It won’t have a happy ending Your life’s falling apart now Maybe because you Do so much wrong Well there’s a solution It’s called being a decent human This is my goodbye to you Goodbye farewell so long I hope your life turns out right Goodbye farewell so long I hope that you find yourself
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Out of My Head - Full Version 02:12
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released October 20, 2022

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